The Torah uses the expression 50 times “leaving
When we are born everything centers on
meeting our physical needs. I am hungry
– feed me. I am tired – let me
sleep. I am wet – there needs to be some
changes made around here. Clothe me,
house me, entertain me, love me, etc me.
Then we start to grow and learn.
We get the Torah early in life, just like Mount Sinai, we start to learn
about Hashem, and we spend forty years, not in the desert, per se, but
progressing through life’s challenges.
All along the way going from a physical, trying to get closer to Hashem
and becoming much more spiritual as we approach 120 years old (we expect to be
as old as Moses when we change addresses).
Next month, I will be celebrating the 29th
anniversary of my 39th birthday (just past middle age according to
the last paragraph). I can tell you
without reservation that my physical needs have greatly diminished over the
course of my life. I eat much, much less
than I used to. I sleep about 4 or 5
hours a night (being retired, YEAY!, affords me time for naps during the day
but usually not more than an hour at a time – maybe twice a day). I go to bed around 10PM and get up about 2 AM to work on this blog (it takes me about 3
to 4 hours to compose the daily post – I hope you appreciate my sacrifice) then
I go to Morning Prayer services. I
remember when I wasn’t happy unless I got about 10 hours a night sleep and I
still wanted to nap during the day. My
desire to study Torah has increased as my great desire to come closer to
Hashem. I have experienced this trip
from Egypt to the Holy land
especially since I just happen to live in the Holy Land .
But what is the significance of 50 times
in the Torah. 50 is a very significant
number in Judaism. At this time of year
we count the Omer - 49 days from the second night of Pesach until Shavuot, the
50th day which is the day that we received the Torah. The Israelites were at the 49th levels
of Spiritual Impurity which was just above the lowest level, the 50th. So, even their trip had the significance of
coming out of such a low spiritual level and making the trip towards the Spiritual
Purity. Moses achieved the 49th level
of bina, intellectual insights, out of a
possible total of 50 such levels. The
reason that Moses never reached the 50th and ultimate level of bina
was that the achievement must parallel the effort expended on achieving the
goal in question. Had the Israelites descended to the 50th level of
impurity, the effort at gaining the final level of insight would have been
possible.
I forgot to mention, when I talked about
reincarnation, that our present generation which is here to greet the Messiah,
is the generation that was at Mount Sinai . The Jews of today (and even the lost tribes
that are returning to Israel )
are all reincarnated to experience the redemption. I think I remember seeing you there.
Back to the subject. There are other 50’s such as the Jubilee
celebration that occurred every 50 years when we had the Temple .
The Jubilee cycle will resume with the coming of the third Temple .
One can see the tremendous significance
to the number 50 in leaving Egypt
and going to Israel
– leaving the physical and going to the spiritual.
Does this mean that Hashem doesn’t want
us to be materialistic in life? What
about the American Dream: cars, a
mansion, maybe a yacht, vacations, drugs, alcohol, corruption, greed, higher
suicide rate, splintered family relationships, looking over your shoulder
often, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc (oh, I’m sorry I think I added some extra, very
realistic, commodities to the American Dream).
Hashem wants us to be comfortable and have the necessities of life. But, what does a two million dollar home give
me that a 500,000 dollar home doesn’t?
The answer is much less spirituality and more waste. There are so many people in this world that
are hungry and without the necessities of life.
Wouldn’t the extra 1 and ½ million be better spent on helping
people? If our job in life is correcting
ourselves by following the will of Hashem, it seems very counter-productive to
waste the opportunity to achieve a tremendous eternity in exchange for opulence
during a very short time on earth.
Remember the space between my fingers with which I started this blog –
that’s how long life is, outside the fingers is the real life called
eternity. The mansion and vacations are
starting to look like a hell of an idea.
They could provide you with a hot spot for travel after you leave
Earth. Go for the Jewish Dream instead,
happiness, loving family, much happier children, a better education system, dear
friends who help each other, great neighbors, peace of mind, good food, nice
clothes including a prayer shawl (tallit) with fringe benefits, two kitchen
sinks, no boredom, great future and, the best of all, a relationship with the
Owner of the universe (now you are truly a VIP ). Oh, I forgot etc, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc
and, one more, ETC .
Just want to encourage you to keep telling the truth. I pray many hear and many do Torah all the time. Question:How in this world do we shine the light when the world only chooses to see darkness?
ReplyDeleteAnswer: What your doing on this blog is a good start!
Excellent site and postings. Just one ting try to sleep a lit bit more, it is dangerous for the life. At least 6 hours. Hatslaha Raba in everything you do!
ReplyDeleteElijah ben Shlomo Zalman Kramer,[1] (Hebrew: ר' אליהו בן שלמה זלמן) known as the Vilna Gaon was said to sleep only a total of about 2 hours a day, in short naps. I am not comparing me to him by any stretch of the imagination but I do emulate him. I agree that life is so short and sleep time can be wasted time (loss of study time) even though, ready for this, sleep is for the soul not for the body. It actually is a recharging mechanism to enhance the spiritual. I guess I do need it after all.
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Thank you Menachem, Hashem should give you strenght to strenghten others always.
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